Friday, September 19, 2008

I'm getting tired.
Really tired. so i'm just going to blog my feelings here.

Deep pain
When will this ever end?

I'm so tired.
pulling through; opening subliminal gates to the secret utopia ;
where the depths of my strength and nature lie.
For it is here where i can truly be myself.

People see me as different; I myself have no idea where i am right now..

It's like I'm in a room full of scents that are so mixed up that i don't know which is the one I'm looking for.
Like a shadow cast on the wall that's lingering from the light.
What is the light?

Like flowers that bloom quietly with no purpose; what exactly am i doing?
Like the way footsteps leave their mark behind on white sand

I don't know who or where I am at all.
I'm looking into my feelings and all i can see is a stranger looking back at me; just a shell.

A shell. Kuu.
Will i always be empty?
What am i looking for?
Why do i keep feeling like this?

The Shinigami ;

Ysaera here.Im studying in singapore. I like drawing,music,badminton(XD),anime,using the computer, writing and manga. Right now music studying grade 6 piano and in badminton team-yeah i like kateikyoushi hitman reborn,d.grayman, tsuyokiss, hanbun tsuki ga noboru sora, soul link, shugo chara, and others. Will update more in the future.=D

Music ;

Last Words ;

Awaiting Death ;

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My Past ;

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